Am I a bad mom?

I don't know about others but sometimes i wonder...


am i a bad mom when sometimes i feel like leaving everything behind and just go do what ever i wanted to do

am i a bad mom when sometimes i feel like what i do is merely a job and i can't wait for it to end...

am i a bad mom when sometimes i feel like screaming to the kids when they don't listen...

am i a bad mom when sometimes i don't feel like hugging my kids...

am i a bad mom when sometimes i don't feel like listening to their rambles...

am i a bad mom when sometimes i feel at peace when the kids go out with their father and leave me alone at home.

but...

 i do feel touched when they say sorry for every mistakes they made

i do feel touched when i see a hand made card for every occasions

i do feel like crying when they are being scolded by their father

i do feel like hitting other kids when i see them treat my kids badly...

i do feel like taking their place when they are hurt or sick

i do feel proud when others praised them

so where does that leaves me? .....