Perfect Mom

Are U? Am I? entah laa. If u ask me, I don't think a perfect mom exists... sapa yg rasa dirinya ibu yg sempurna? angkat tangan.

What is the definition of a perfect mom? Yg bagi segala2nya kt anak2 ke? yg x pernah pukui atau marah anak ke? yg menunaikan segala permintaan anak ker?

How do u know if that person is a perfect mom? Sebab anak2 dia semua baik2, dengar cakap, hormat org ? Sebab x penah dengar dia merungut pasal apa pun berkaitan dgn anak2? These serve to further prove my point yg tak mungkin ada ibu yg sempurna...in terms of definition and criteria pun we don't know which one is right kan... but a lot have a very high ambition to become one..myself included...huhuhu...

Am I a bad mom?

I don't know about others but sometimes i wonder...


am i a bad mom when sometimes i feel like leaving everything behind and just go do what ever i wanted to do

am i a bad mom when sometimes i feel like what i do is merely a job and i can't wait for it to end...

am i a bad mom when sometimes i feel like screaming to the kids when they don't listen...

am i a bad mom when sometimes i don't feel like hugging my kids...

am i a bad mom when sometimes i don't feel like listening to their rambles...

am i a bad mom when sometimes i feel at peace when the kids go out with their father and leave me alone at home.

but...

 i do feel touched when they say sorry for every mistakes they made

i do feel touched when i see a hand made card for every occasions

i do feel like crying when they are being scolded by their father

i do feel like hitting other kids when i see them treat my kids badly...

i do feel like taking their place when they are hurt or sick

i do feel proud when others praised them

so where does that leaves me? .....

Anak2 Adalah Rezeki

Since now is the raining season... we couldn't go out much. My daughter finished her final exams 2 weeks ago and we've been planning to take her to Stam park in BDC for a splish splash but it rained so we have to wait for another weekend.

I don't write much about other things besides the places that we've been to but this time i just feel like sharing something with my readers...